It's 2.26a.m. and I'm still awake. Staring at the Facebook Dilemma's Case Study, a long sigh I give. I'm still doing this work at this moment!!! Okay, I admit, it was my bad. I can't blame anyone nor anything but myself. I just couldn't concentrate on the book, and ended up doing the same work for the whole day.
Again, I was distracted away from the book and started clicking on the keypad.
Pooopppp....This anonymous blog entry came across my screen. I ran through it and felt that his way of describing a girl he likes is so UNIQUE. The girl seems to be unacknowledged of his feelings.
Anyway, the descriptions seem familiar, I've heard it somewhere. Perhaps, I've felt it somewhere. But, this is not the main point. The main point is to share his writing...(:
Or so they say, but I would know better.
She's different. Special.
Never have I met someone so genuine.
Or amazing.
Or intelligent.
Or charming.
Or thoughtful.
Or witty.
Or mature.
Or just simply irresistibly alluring.
Never have I been so smitten or captivated... nor have I fallen so quickly and irrevocably for anyone before.
I have always taken pride in my state of mind and clear reasoning... but this is the closest I've been to succumbing to the irrationality of emotions, or to be more precise, the sudden absence of it.
All the pent-up desires, investment of hopes and possibilities... vanished within the span of a conversation, replaced by the phantoms of 'if only' and 'what ifs'.
I feel hollow. More hollow than I have in years.
But it was worth it.
SHE was worth it; every single ounce of effort, emotion and uncertainty....
Because clearly, she's not just any ordinary girl.
And I pray she knows that.
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