Self-esteem

Believe in yourself?? I'm....Me???

Well, I think I'm born with it, low self-esteem, perhaps. But again, it depends on how you define it. I'm not the one who often feel like a victim, an outsider, a leftout, etc. Still, I don't have the level of self-esteem that a normal person should have. Peeps call it emo, I think. NO, I'm not emo!! And again, it depends on your definition.

I can't, I couldn't, I shouldn't, I have to...??? Yeaaa, sometimes, I did tell myself, I CAN'T do it.

Perhaps, I'm the one who tend to focus on and magnify my perceived shortcomings, and ignore my strengths as well as achievements. And yet, I know true self esteem values itself, it says, I can do, I can have, I can make my life the way I desire it to be.

One day, I will tell myself, I CAN do it.