Torturing journey

OMG!!What a day i have had today....Torturing???Terrible???Scary???Nono...There is no any proper word to describe it.At first,it should be an exciting and anticipating journey,but how come it turned the other way??
The night before,slept for less than 4hours,preparing myself to end the "regiment" of the troubling and frustrating IELTS today.Will the "war" be successful??Will i gain the success under the lacking of sleep condition??Hope so.I knew i didnt do the best,may be it can be explained by several reasons(self-handicapping)......The moment i heard the sentence "pen off" by the head of invigilator for the last time after the few hours in L7.24 of TBS,i would like to jump up and rush to the door;yet,i didnt do so(high self-monitor)...(another application of psych term in daily life)...This should be the starting of an delightful day right???However,the truth totally opposed my thinking...
1pm,reached casa,had lunch,bathed,packed,washed.....2something ald..waiting for the person who has promised to accompany us(or "protect" us on the way to the bus stop).Perhaps,the person misanalysed the message,came down later than my expected time after the delivering of another message.The condition was worst as the old friend--severe migraine came that period.Everything appeared in front was rotating.I didnt tell others about what i felt that particular moment,but lc knew it few moments before going out to bus stop.Moreover,i rejected the panadol offered as i afraid i will fall asleep while waiting for the bus,then it will certainly result in missing the bus.Nevertheless,the conclusion was same.I missed the bus!!I reached there late and the bus went earlier than the predicted time as well.The whole way from casa to the bus stop has already taken up a longer time than usual.It is all caused by the stupid migraine!!I needed to slower down my steps.Luckily,my heavy big bag was carried by someone,this has indeed reduced my burden.Thanks for carrying it the whole way to the bus stop.Thanks to another person for helping to carry my backpack while waiting for the bus to my next destination.U guys have helped a lot today.Thanks to lc for worrying about my condition.
Waited for the bus for half an hours,sat on the bus to the next destinaton also took up 45minutes.However,the worst part was it has left 30minutes more to catch the arranged bus schedule.I have predicted that i may miss the bus while on the way to there.Ya,the prediction was right.I MISSED it!!!Reached there 20minutes later than the time stated in the bus schedule.Then,i started to ask from counter to counter for another ticket to go back,rushed here and there like a mad person.Yet,i got the same answer from them,the earliest bus will be at 11.30pm.What??If i buy the ticket,what should i do for the 5or6 hours while waiting for the next bus???NoNo...I should look for alternatives.Finally,i got one,but the bus wont reach my hometown,the last station is one state before my hometown.Ok,without much consideration,i bought it to satisfy the "enthusiasm" of going back.One more barrier to overcome,i didnt bring much cash with me as the robbery rates is increasing nowadays.Trying to look for ATM to withdraw $$ for the ticket.While withdrawing,the heart was pounding like hell,everyone around seemed like bad people(perhaps that was my own thinking,watched too many gruesome murdering movies and read too many thrillers).Some of them approached me while i was withdrawing $$,some of them stared at me....WOW,such a scary experience of withdrawing money!!
Finally,i got the ticket at an extremely expensive price.It has indeed burned a hole in my pocket,wasted the ticket bought before and spent extra money to buy another one.The total cost to go back has been the amount for me to and fro from casa to sp,it even will be some money left after buying the tickets with the same amount of $$ spent for the single route today.Haiz...Running to the platform stated with the super heavy big bag consisted of "tonnes"of books.I was shocked when there was no one waiting at the platform at the moment i reached there.But,the people arrived one by one after 15mins.Ther were only 8of us.We followed a guy to our bus after waiting for more than half an hour at the platform with all the smoke emmited by the buses there...Coughing and sweating+migraining..a BAD CONDITION.The walk to our bus also took up 15mins,passing by streets and streets.
Woah...got into the bus already..Nope,it is squeezed into the bus.Oh gosh!!No seat?!?!The company is so unethical,selling the ticket for extra ordinary price for me with a fulled bus??The temper has indeed increased to the max.I stood for more than 5hours throughout the journey from KL to Penang with the heavy backpack.After an hour on the bus,my shoulders and legs were extremely aching.Both my soul and body were so tired and dizzy.I felt like wanna collapse already.The tears also at the edge of eyes already,but i didnt allow those things to happen.Am I acting strong??Anyway,if i didnt think positively,i would have been mad after few hours.One thing to mention,thanks to the person that concerned about my condition with messages.Thanks to lc for reminding me to eat,but i didnt bring any food along.Thanks for M that consoling me with messages and keeping touch with me in order to help me raising my energy.Thanks to B that wished me the best luck for my journey.Thanks to the person that lent me phone to contact my dad when my phone batt was empty.Ahh...i can see my parents from the window already,they quickly helped me to carry my bag at the moment i went down from bus.Parents are always the sweethest.Dad even thought of bringing me to supper,but i refused as i missed my home and bed too much.Although that moment i cant walked properly with the aching legs,i still pretended to be ok,i didnt want them to see my worst condition.I should be praised in this pretending part(too exaggerate??)as they totally didnt notice it.
This was written in the dizziness and drowsiness.I decided to write it down as a reference for me in the future.It would be a good reference and consoling material whenever i cant bare with the stresses around anymore.Today,the very special moment has proven that i can be such strong exceeding my expectation.Ok,good night to myself.Wish me having a peaceful night.I will let my collpasing body to lie on the familiar bed and have a good rest tonight.It is approaching 3am already.I have expressed all the feeling,feel relief now.Bye to pc.