Planets

Was talking about planet thingy with my roomate last night.

I told her, I've been living and working in Pluto for the past few months, and now, I wanna go back to the earth. She warned me, "You might find yourself more comfortable with the Pluto lifestyle, and you might find yourself surviving better in Pluto. Earth is very dangerous now, think thoroughly before making decision." Though I know the earth is not a safe living place, but I would say, Pluto is the worst. The alien language is sickening, the alien working principles aretorturing, and the most important part is that I've to force myself to learn the Pluto culture. I found myself is so not me after the few months. It's really mentally and physically tired to live in Pluto. Though I was born in Saturn, which is a planet far far away from the earth, and I know it's impossible for me to go back there in the short time, I would still consider the earth as a better alternative than the Pluto. It gives me the sense of comfort, sense of belonging, and sense of self; whilst Pluto made me lost the sense of self and sense of autonomy. And now, the Pluto-ians wanna keep me there to help saving their planet, but...but...I don't know what is wandering around in my mind. I can't give a definite answer whether to stay or leave. I've to consider a lot of aspects for this decision. Will I continue to survive well in Pluto, if I stay? Will I be cared as much as before? Will I be blamed for the next wrong doing? Do I want the hectic life again? Do I wanna make myself carrying the culture for another year???Okay, enough of questionnaires in my mind now, I can't think properly...I just wish the decision making day won't come, but...butttt....I know it's just around the corner......=(

Jupiter, another planet that appeared in our weird conversation. The Jupiterians are all weirdos. I would never consider them, especially that particular Jupiterian. I hope that person can just disappear in my life, or perhaps don't appear in front of me. I don't wanna see YOU, don't feel like talking to YOU, don't feel like looking at YOU!!! I know Jupiter is the nearest planet to Saturn, but it doesn't mean that Saturnians like to communicate with Jupiterians, at the very least, this theory applied to me. Though you didn't do anything wrong, but I just can't bare with the Jupiter culture. I can only blame myself for not knowing to appreciate the nice Jupiterians which might be the "hot deals" for other peeps. I know, many peeps like to hang around with Jupiterians, but not ME. Please accept my apologise, dear Jupiterians, you guys are nice, but I'm the bad guy, don't take me to your planet, and I don't wanna visit your planet too.

The last planet which was in the conversation, the Mars. It's the place of birth for my roomate. She said, she wanna go back to the 7 people Mars, for now, and for the rest of her life. Yep, I know, I like the Mars culture, but I don't understand the Mars language. So, I could only pay a visit to the planet, but not making a long stay there.

Okay, done with these absurd, preposterous talks about planets, better get back to the earth and continue the mandatory jobs to be done the earth, else I might be kicked out from the earth soon, very soon.