Lotsa things had happened within few weeks or perhaps few months.Mid sem exam,lost phone,b'day,holiday,worms.....etc.Dont know where to start and dont know which shall not express.Anyway,I'm glad they're gone.I'm now at my home,a real home.I have gone away from the place that I never consider as home....Yet,i know i'll need to go back soon.
Here,at my sweet home,everything seems occurring fast and disappearing fast.The time flies.Still,i need to back to the reality in few days,or less than 2weeks.Anyway,this holiday is a good period for recharging.The battery was in deficit for a long period already.
Recollecting all the memories,i find it difficult to bring the pieces of my life together.Everything seems so strange and....Let's talk about the exam week 1st,that week indeed was a hell like week.I realised we shall not do the last minute work,and i knew i did badly for the mid sem papers.It's all my own fault,I couldnt change my homesick mood to exam mood.I attempted,but failed.Actually it could not considered as a total failure.I did manage to concentrate on revision for some moments....The worst of that week was my 19th b'day fell on exam day.I didnt manage to concentrate on the paper that I was sitting for.It even worst after receiving my parents b'day messages.Early in the morning,at 5something,i got a msg from mom.The content has indeed forced out my tears,but i withheld them.Then,I received another msg from dad at 7something,it's just 20minute before entering the exam hall;"To my beloved daughter,happy b'day".This msg has forced out my tears again.Yet,this time,I couldnt control myself.The tears dropped in the library.I immediately wiped the tears and continued my last minute revision.That few moments,I wished to be at home a.s.a.p..I didnt have mood for the paper that I was going to sit.I knew these two msgs werent mean anything,but they have evoked some feelings that I have suppressed for so long.Anyway,I shall not talk about these now,they have passed.
About the losing phone thingy,this wasnt the 1st time.I had lost once last year.This time,I could consider myself as lucky because i still managed to get it back.The person who got it is honest enough to answer my call.I got it back the next day.Nevertheless,i found something wrong with my phone.The person has sent something from my phone using bluetooth,but i dont know what have been sent.Ok,I dont wanna think about it already,at least I've got back my phone.
Then,the worms thingy.I found worms around the dustbin in my unit.They crawled on the surface of the dustbin,on the garbage bag....yucksss...so disgusting.I dont know who was/were the cause of them.I just knew i was the one who cleaned it.Now,I've stronger phobia towards worms,especially white worms.They crawled on my hand!!!I felt helpless the moment i saw them all over the dustbin.I've phobia towards worms since young,and now,i need to confront them.Yet,i knew nobody will handle it if i dont do so.At last,I still managed to handle it.About the process,I dont wanna recall,it's fulled of anger,frustrate,disgust.......(I cant continue).
Ok,now let's talk about the surrounding.There're some changes.I could feel them.Anyway,dont feel like talking about them..(a sudden end of story)
Now,I still find it's difficult to bring the piece of my life together.The task is somehow challenging and tough.Perhaps,I'll find the way one day in the future.
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