1st May

1st of May,the labour day should be a delighted day for many people especially for the workers.This is the day for them to get good rests.Me,should be happy for getting this holiday as well,but...deep in my heart,there is no delight feeling at all.

Most of my friends have gone back to their hometown but I'm still staying at the hostel. This is all because of tiring and time consuming journey back to my hometown.So, i have decided to stay here.Tomorrow is even worst,i'll be staying alone in my unit as zayana will go back to her hometown,shah alam too,since it is so near from subang.

Watching people leaving one by one,the homesick feeling worsens. It has been a period i didnt see my home,my family,my room,my bed.....so,I wanna go home!!But,the long and tiring journey has stopped me from doing so.Moreover,i know i won't do my work if i go home and I will end up coming back with all the unfinished work.Hence,i decided to stay at the hostel during this long weekend.However,i ended up my Friday doing nothing but slept for the whole day since yesterday after coming back from college.Oh ya,and facebooking for the whole day,since the moment i got up.

Lotsa things to be said..........but,i'm both mentally and physically tired,don't feel like writing. When can i end the regimentation of all these frustrating thingy??I wanna end them as soon as now, and go home,sleeping on the familiar bed in my room,looking at the familiar and warming faces,eating my favourite home cooked food.

p/s:I forgot to mention that i have done a productive thing for today.I have tidied up all my notes.They are more organized now,and I'm sure this will help much during my revision for the coming mid-sem exam.So,this is the only thing that i can be proud of for staying at the hostel to support my decision of not going back to hometown.