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Friday, February 6, 2009

CNY mode---Changed

CNY is going to end soon.The new year mode should be changed as soon as possible.I cant stay doing nothing for this important year anymore.Sleeping too much,Online,playing,wasting time doing nothing.....Stop,all should be stopped,right now...!!I cant let them occupy my time anymore.They are really good seducements for me to stay relax from the busy life.Again,the resolution is easy to make,but difficult to realise.People can easily make promises,but how many of them can actually hold to their promises??No one could give an exact answer.Start,start right now.Start to work hard for your aim.Start to set up some milestones to achieve your aim and hold to them.Dont be lazy anymore.Dont be playful anymore.Just try your best to avoid regretting over the results.

Ya,i have indeedly changed for this new year,but not yet change for those forementioned things.I have changed the habit of sleeping till the last minute to get up and prepare to school.I have started a new morning schedule,waking up earlier,change my bathing schedule.The guilty feeling for everyone waiting for me in every morning is removed.This change is due to the arisen of miserable feeling.I am afraid to see the situation that everyone sitting in the living hall,got ready already but not yet go just to wait for me.Everytime,while i finished changing clothes,opened the door,saw somebody looking at me with a smile,but i can see a different feeling from the eyes,i got it.I know everyone has their limit of patience.I feel sorry for wasting people's time,feel uncomfortable that if i would cause them late to class or couldnt get into early bus.Everytime when we got down,and saw a long queue,my mood will be saddened,i knew i have caused the uncomfort feeling of them,everyone needed to wait and queue just because of me.Starting from the arising of that uncomfort feeling,i decided to changed.The schedule of bathing was like fixed in my place,although there is no real schedule stating everyone's bathing time.I was fixed to be last to bathe no matter how early i get up.So,what for to get up early and wait for the bathroom!!This is the first step of the series of changes that i need to make.The first attempt is good,i think. I'll try to change more as the milestones of my attaining my target and to reduce the uncomfort feeling that may arise among those surrounding me.p/s:Sometimes,we cant deny that we may need to change ourselves just to satify others to avoid being solitaried.

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