And I know that everything happens for a reason, so I can only hope that this happening will be a good one.
But, sometimes, this happening made me feel bad in some ways. When that person can't act normal in front of people, I feel that it's my fault. And when people knew about it from the third party, I dont know how will they feel about me, a selfish one perhaps. But I can only say it's not that I want to hide anything, it's just that announcing is not a good choice. Yet, I still dont know how to face everyone when questions overwhelming and I think I'm just afraid that my life will change and ppl will treat me differently. I'm too selfish and greedy, perhaps.
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