After years, you're the only one who made me start doubting my working ability. Am I the worst worker? You don't even want to consider giving me a chance for another trial? Well, I'm still hoping for miracles.
Well, I admit I saw the wrong timing and late for my trial. And I know that you will be quite strict as a boss, but please don't show me a down face for my whole trial period. I didn't mean to lie at you, and I have admitted my fault. So, please don't perceive that I'm a liar. It's so disturbing and I was in the extreme fight or flight state for the whole 5 hours.
Before getting your feedback, I wasn't expect that I would be rated that way. From all the customers' feedback, I could conclude that they are pretty much satisfied with my performance and service, some of them even feel that I'm a good and experienced worker. Indeed, some of them don't even know that I was just on my first trial. Yet, your words made me heartbroken after all. 90% of your feedback are negative and I feel depressed for the whole night. My tiny confidence has gone after this trial, you made me feel like I'm not eligible to work in any industry.
Perhaps, I failed your personality test and I'm just not good enough. I'm not a perfectionist, and I'm not ambitious at all. Is that what you want me to be?
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JYJY...i nvr gv up, so can't u
ReplyDeleteDon't give up. As much as negativity is horribly difficult to swallow, it's an essence of life. You have stood up for so many times. Stand up again this time. You can do it! :)
ReplyDeletesuper laikeeee both of your messages. Thanks.
ReplyDelete@miss chew, I really miss you. You'll always be there by our sides, and you're now so far away..