迷路

曾经以为爱，是我仰望的蓝天
傻傻付出了一切，直到遗失了笑脸
也曾经闭上眼，想要睡掉心里的疲惫
当我从梦中醒来，告诉自己也许应该放下从前
至少我已经了解，爱到没有自己又怎么能到永远
我，必须要走出漫长的黑夜，等待曙光的出现
我为爱迷了路，在痛徹心扉后才发现
有时候该认输就认输，放弃被放弃的誓言
这世界，每个人都有过心碎
也许你不在乎我迷了路，
不在乎我受的伤，流的泪
不在乎我是否被安慰
一个人也可以很好吧

Human is such a confusing creature. Confuse about your own choice, confuse about your anger, confuse about your words... People always regret on things have been done, but why don't we think twice or thrice or more, this might give us more comfort than regretting in the future.

Have to learn,
learn to be more independent,
learn to be stronger,
learn to put on a smile,
learn to focus,
learn to forget,
learn to be on your own,
learn to get use,
learn to hold the tears,
learn to stop scrolling the chatbox,
learn to stop staring at the screen..
There are too many things to learn, and then you found yourself still in the deep shit, never get out of it....

每晚哭肿眼睛入眠, 用力地呼吸，努力地控制心痛的感觉。好想念你的拥抱，你会再出现吗?